KAMERON
I should have called her back in. I should have apologized. But I didn't.
I spent the rest of the afternoon cursing myself for the way I handled the situation. The conversation kept looping itself in my mind.
Philip was right. You ARE paranoid.
I don't HAVE periods because I don't have a uterus.
I thought I was so f*****g smart. Turns out I was the biggest i***t ever. I'd been obsessing over our lack of protection all week, even though it was as much my fault as it was hers. I should have asked, I should have initiated the conversation. I should have insisted on a f*****g condom. But I didn't and she didn't, so I immediately assumed the worst. Those ideas that Phil and my mother had planted in my brain had taken root and bloomed with incredible speed.
I had really started to
