I told Valerian I was tired after I ate and I needed to sleep because I was going to wake up in the night to read. He then went to shower while I went to retrieve my bag. I was worried about myself and my feelings were scaring me. I left the room and disappeared into the library and did some of further maths to distract me.
I woke up in the library.
My body ached all over but nothing hurt like my heart. Was I breaking my heart by myself?
The bed was untouched when I came into the room. The black duvet was replaced with white ones while the white silk sheets were changed to black ones. My hair was a bed nest in the morning and the only thing I could do to redeem myself from a bad hair day was to wear a wig. The wig had silvery white beach waves about 24 inches. Wearing clothes my mood
