Lenny can choose. She can choose me. Even if she meets this supposed mate. She can still choose me instead. That's what they're telling me.
However, their lack of confidence that someone would choose another over their mate has me feeling... strange.
I should feel uneasy. I should be upset. I should be plotting a way to keep Lenny forever and make sure that she never finds her mate. Something along those lines.
Instead, I feel... calm. Surprisingly calm.
Part of me is a little bit scared. I want Lenny. I don't want her to leave me. Especially for someone else. I don't think I could bare it.
Another part of me, a bigger part, is just... calm. Like I have no worry in the world that Lenny isn't mine. Maybe I'm just that confident that Lenny will choose me.
Or maybe... maybe Lenny is...
