I've never been so embarrassed in my life. Calm down, it's just our mate. Reika told me. Which is exactly why I'm so mortified. I replied. I never show weakness. Not to anyone. Maybe to Lydia and her friends when I was younger, but other than that... I'm emotionless. I never let anyone see how they got to me. I'm always the laid back and chill one. Always in control. Always unbothered. One small altercation with my mate and I break down like I’m made of fu.cking glass. My mate is ruining me. How fitting. He's going to ruin me and then toss me aside the moment he finds out what I am. And then what? Mate will not- I have to stay strong. Emrys is going to leave me one way or another at the end of all of this. I need to make sure that we're both fine when that happens. The bond is alread