What am I even upset about? Am I upset? Is that what this is?
Honestly... I mostly just feel confused.
Confused about everything. About everything the cab driver said. It added to the other odd things that Lenny would say about herself. I didn't understand it. It's like I'm missing something.
I'm also confused about why all of this is happening to me now. Why are people just now coming for me? Did something happen? Did I do something that put out some kind of beckon?
And I'm extremely confused about what's going on between me and Lenny.
It's like I just can't help myself. I always want to touch her, tease her, make her smile. Not that Lenny ever does. I find myself wanting more and more from her when she's near. Like an overwhelming urge that I just can't stop.
Then, the moment I ca
