I always thought I would die a warrior’s death, but it is clear to me that I won’t be. It is clear that my time has come, and I stare into the eyes of the one that will do it. “I will not be sold to power hungry men that will only take advantage of me. I won’t allow it. I won’t allow you.” His face jerks, his expression shifting into a look I would never have imagined could cross his face. I can't even describe it. I could only feel it and it felt awful. It felt sad. It felt like the end of the world. “You think you know me? You think I won’t kill myself to stop this?” I taunted him, remembering how he was so sure, so confident that I wouldn’t do anything rash that would end my life. “You think I will let anyone use me against my family? You think I’m so obsessed with winning that I wi