CHAPTER 41: WE DID IT in his car, under the moonlight, and beside the calm sea. Ang totoo, ayaw ko sana talaga, pero ganoon yata talaga kapag masyadong nangibabaw ang bugso ng damdamin. I end up making love with him despite the fact that we are inside his car. I slept after what happened and when I woke up, nasa kama na ako. Mabilis na napabalikwas ako ng bangon nang ma-realize kong nasa bahay na ako but the last thing I remembered is I’m in Nicolai’s car. Dali-dali akong lumabas ng kwarto. Kinakabahan ako, kasi paano kung ang lahat ay panaginip lang pala? Is there a possibility ba na managinip na parang totoong-totoo ang nangyayari? Paglabas ko, I saw two people in the sofa, it was Nicolai and Lola sitting next to each other. Pareho silang napalingon sa akin. They are both holding a cu