We stayed up for almost the whole night, never being able to take our hands off each other. As he drifted asleep with me lying on his chest, reality soon set in. This was just a fantasy of mine. A perfect world where Levi and I could be happy together, but our world was far from perfect. I indeed love him more than I think even I realize, but the truth is that I didn’t know if I would ever be able to trust him enough to make this work. I would never be able to figure that out on my own if we never stayed apart from each other. We needed to distance ourselves to see if this wasn’t a limited time crush. I needed to know if what I felt for Levi was the real deal.
I got up and dressed quickly. As I left my room, Robbie was up making some coffee. My cheeks flushed becau
