Sixty-four:
Crimson Ashland
I’d been kidnapped again. Even with Zaan’s power, I was still the helpless girl who couldn’t seem to save herself. A stranger that had looked remarkably like Catesby had appeared in the woods when I had stormed off after being with Zaan in the tent. I had heard someone calling my name, seen a flash of blond hair, and hadn’t questioned it. I had thought that Catesby had followed me out there. Worse, I had wanted Catesby to be there.
This was even after trying to seduce Zaan in the tent. I didn’t know why I had tried to do that. I wanted to be attracted to him, I wanted to want him. I kept on thinking about Catesby and thinking about Catesby made me reckless. I thought that maybe if I could be with Zaan, it would wipe Catesby fr
