I returned to Bastian. Because Mara finally decided to leave, I no longer felt the pain of betrayal. I still find Bastian attractive, but now it is only s*x. I enjoy his body, and it is it. I no longer have feelings for him. I learned he loved seeing me hurt, so I pretended to be. The good thing about being a woman is that people always underestimated me, giving me the perfect disguise.
Bastian still tries to make deals with the different packs surrounding us, but I don't think his plan will work. Even if I disguise his scent, they can still tell something is wrong with him. He doesn't look like a wolf, but his hair and unique eye color always give him away. I have never seen a wolf with white hair, so they don't trust him. I have told him several times to change it, but he refuses.
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