I didn't know what to say; I was broken for so long that I chose not to get involved with anyone romantically; that is why I decided to give control to Naya, and from my understanding, she never got involved with anyone. She took care of her kids, and that was it. Giving myself a chance with someone felt weird, and my attraction towards Gabriel was scary. I haven’t felt drawn to anyone in years and opening my heart to someone else felt weird. I didn’t want to get hurt or be vulnerable. “I simply can’t,” I said while turning around to get back to my room. “Thank you for your help; we will be leaving tomorrow,” I didn’t wait for him to answer. I wanted to return to my room and wait until my heart calmed down. What the hell was that? I looked at the moon; I wished Naya was here; she