The Next Morning... "What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? and what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok? I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, they say bad things happen for a reason but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding 'cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving and when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven, even, no" The very worst part of grief is that you can't control it, the best we can do is to try and let ourselves feel it and let it go when we can, the only thing is that I don't wanna let it go, I don't wanna end the grief because that means finally letting go and I'm not sure I'll ever be ready to let go of Cole. "Urgh!!, can you please not kick me so hard? mommas going through enough...she doesn't need yo