Sana I stagger. Our fears come alive as Papa hugs all of us in one swoop. Ignoring the fact that he’s naked and Mama is crying so horribly she’s choking on her tears. I push him away. I couldn’t breathe. I can’t feel the air in my lungs long enough to absorb it. Albie nuzzles his snout against me while whining to get my attention. But I know this feeling. I’m having a panic attack. I prop myself on my knees. Forcing air into my lungs even though I should breathe slower and hold it, my body won’t respond. Albie’s hands touch my back and I feel his breath on my nape. “Breathe” he soothes. The bond floods me with warmth and calm that I don’t feel, but I feel my muscles being less tense than before. He gently pushes me to stand straighter with his hand on the middle of my chest. His determi