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I really did not have a destination in mind after walking out of the room. It was suffocating staying right there with him, and the pain from rejecting was nothing compared to the pain I've endured over the last eight months.
I just couldn't remain in that room, and I hate everything happening around me right now. Hate that I had no other choice but to give up one thing I have always wished for with him.
All the time, I was strapped to that bed and I had hopes, wished that I would see my family again. That I would see him again, I got what I hoped for. I saw everyone of them again, but it was a different reality to what I had hoped for.
First having to deal with everyone trying to treat me like I am crazy, to the point that I had to start asking myself if I really ever
