||*PAIGE*|| Mom and dad had gone again, in search of Alexius or clues to find out where he is while I am left at home to deal with the pain of being away from him for the past months. They've been gone for a few days and only the goddess knows when they will come back. Each passing day, I wake up hoping all this was just a bad dream and Alexius would step out of the bathroom or somewhere. I don't even know what to hope for anymore; I don't want to give up hope, but it's like what else do I even hope for? The last conversation we had before he went missing wasn't something to look forward to, all this happened with him thinking I didn't love him, with the thought that I was leaving again. Wherever he is, he probably loathes me, as he should, because all this is my fault. If I hadn't