Its been exactly one week after my broke down period that makes me so ashamed of myself. It's not like I wanted Xavier's attention, it just that I can't think straight that time. Well maybe I was too comfortable with Xavier then I shows him my weaknesses.
I right now are in the library to finish my homework as I can't focus on studying or doing something if I were in our home. 'Our home' since when did I started to feel Xavier's house as my own home? *sigh* . Also, I still can't believe I love Xavier and the facts that he is gay made me disappointed of my life. Why Vi Why did you fall in love with a Gay?. This is a cherry on top of my miserable life.
Deciding that I can't concentrate anymore, I close the books and walk out from the library. I walk faster. Considering that it's already ni
