ALISON'S POV -- Staring at the word hostile has me frozen in my seat . I don't blink , I feel like I'm not breathing and everything seems like the word is frozen . " Luna .." the doctor's concerned voice snaps me out of my thoughts , but as I look up at her , she seems so far . Her voice sounds far , my head feels like it's spinning and tears roll down my cheeks . " This is treatable ." she smiles and I still feel like a f*****g disappointment , because even if she says it's treatable , who says that it will work ? I gulp , slowly nodding and she smiles at me , her hand open as she holds it out to me and I hand the paper back . " This isn't the worst news , okay ?" she mutters , trying to sound positive and the world keeps spinning , but it already feels like I am gone . " Okay ." I mu