CELESTE’S POV
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I can hear my heart beat racing through the roof , it’s ringing in my ears harder than a bell .
I can not believe him . Last night was so perfect , he was a little drunk , but I could feel his love as he spoke to me and held me .
How can he just wake up with no memory of how he begged to mark me ?
How can he do this ?
I impatiently fiddle with my fingers as he blankly stares at me like I am a stranger . “Jax .” I grit out annoyed , cursing myself as my voice slightly cracks . “I need my phone .” His eyes flick to the floor and I bite down on my teeth , knowing that if I don’t control myself , I will shift .
I have control over my shifting , but sometimes I get so angry that I just shift , without thinking of it , without wanting to .
I have learned to stay calm ,
