~VENUS~ Since that incident on Monday with Fernando, Lewis has been a bit distant. It's not that he's avoiding physical contact with me, but emotionally, he's withdrawn from me and even work. That says a lot. I overheard him on the phone one night, and it sounded like he was investigating Father and Fernando's relationship. I wanted to smack his head with my foot for his stupid move but when he later hugged me to sleep, I let go of my irritation and found comfort in his warmth. The fallout from that chaotic day continues to linger and I can see it affecting our closeness. Christ! I miss the emotional connection we used to have and not this - After that day at the hospital, Lewis worked his way back onto my good side with sweet words and gentle kisses. I've diligently followed Fernando's

