Kayla POV:
The news that Monica was transformed made me feel suffocated and despair.
When the town was burned down, I could still believe that it was Ryan's crime and vent all the anger on him; but I hadn't expected that I didn't even protect Monica, turning her into something as evil as me.
Monica was my last nostalgia for the human world, and now this nostalgia has disappeared. She is like the only ray of sunlight in the dark, allowing me to feel the warmth like a human being.
But I didn't expect that she was finally pulled into the darkness and stayed in hell with me.
I felt desperate when I realized that.
Especially when I thought that Monica and I would become enemies once I regained my strength, this despair reached its limit.
I wish I were still a human being, in an o
