I still remember how my mother felt when she died. Although it has been ten years, this feeling is still deeply imprinted in my memory, just like a pile is deeply plunged into the soil. This is an irreparable loss. It's painful. . . Hurt. . . I hardly want to live. When this feeling was cured, I almost lost those who lost. But who knows, after that huge loss, when I get a call from Nuea's mother and bad news, another loss will come to me. Brother Bei fainted and hit his head on the ground. I tried to ask about Nua, but nobody told me, I just said let me see. I don't want to be too pessimistic, because Nua's situation is too serious for them to tell me, but I can't imagine it. Furthermore, I will be annoyed with Brother Nuea because he works too hard and doesn't have enough rest. I a

