Chapter 63: Okay, I Am Jealous! As soon as I came home from our humble apartment, I threw my body onto the bed and fell asleep with all the exhaustion and aching heart I felt. I never experienced such affection and love with my partner — as I said, it is my first time to be in a relationship. You know, sometimes, I wondered. What will happen if I’m like Tomás? I mean, not being a billionaire but having such confidence to mingle and socialize with huge crowds? I bet I would act more mature than what I did when I saw Tomás’s companion hugging him. There are aspects in life that I wished I’ve experienced. Mom taught me that experience is the best teacher, but how am I supposed to gain such experiences when I have social anxiety? I remember in school, I have limited and nearly none