Even after going through our plan many times with the rest of my family, I still felt agitated. I was thinking about Blake, trying to remember any tiny detail I knew about him. And the more things I remembered, the more I realised that he was very dangerous. Two years ago, he played me as if I was a child. I hated to admit it, but if he wanted to kill me, I gave him plenty of opportunities to do it. I was just lucky that he wanted me alive.
He probably did love me to some extent if he never used that chance. And I had to admit that back then I loved him too… Not that I would ever say it out loud. But I did. Not like Hunter, of course. But definitely, more than I did Kahlan. There was no comparison.
Not that any of it mattered anymore.
What mattered was that he could have even more card
