I appreciated Caius telling me that sleeping together was not anything to do with the offer he had made; It made it far easier for me to give in to my desire for him without feeling guilty about it afterward.
I didn’t have an answer for him about letting him change me, though.
Change me…
It was so weird to think about that, and the thought was both terrifying and completely unbelievable to me as I lay beside him in his bed with my head on his firm chest and his arm wrapped around me loosely.
He kissed my hair softly, and rubbed my arm as he thought about whatever was on his own mind.
He was probably thinking about whether or not I was going to accept his offer, because I think that he was scared I would say no.
He didn’t have to offer me anything in exchange for this… he needed me
