Riley Shock and terror were the only two words to come to mind, knowing that Dylan's mother had been so close. They were watching us, every little thing that we did. They would wait for their opportunity until I was alone to strike again. As badly as Dylan's mother wanted me dead, she wouldn't risk her son's life to make sure it happened. Here I was supposed to be brave for Dylan, to show him that I wasn't as terrified as I seemed, but I couldn't' help it. Whenever I found a sliver of happiness, it was taken away like a toy from a crying child. Dylan was so excited about our wedding, though, and I couldn't tell him what I was really thinking. Part of me knew this was too soon. I've never been the one to jump head start into any situation, and this should be no different, but it was. Wit