*Xander POV*
This darkness I have been in feels like I am drowning in invisible water. Since Steven came back sooner than anticipated and injected me with that liquid, I have been in constant turmoil. All I can hear is Kim screaming over and over again. I can still feel her pain and suffering through the mate bond. I have tried countless times to communicate with her through mind link, but it hasn't worked once. I don't even know what day it is or even how many days have passed. Hell, I don't even know if I am fûcking alive anymore. I just feel numb inside. I miss my sweet mate. She was the light to... no she IS THE LIGHT to my darkness. I can not think of negative thoughts. I attempt to get up from where I am sitting down, but I have no strength in my body. 'Please Moon Goddess, Mother o
