Kabanata 45 "I want the real Kylie now." "That old Kylie is long gone." Walang emosyon kung sabi kay Kenzo. Lumapit naman siya sakin akala ko kung anong gagawin niya pero ng inilapit niya sa kaliwang pisngi ko ang panyo niya, alam ko na. Alam ko na umiiyak na naman ako sa parehong dahilan dalawang taon na ang nakakaraan. "I messed up. I ruined my life. It's a new day but the same b ullshit. I am forever trap in the past. I can't even remember how many times I got in jail just because of my crazy pranks. I even learn how to smoke and drink harder. Fight like a fvcking wild animal. Everything is ruined even my relationship with my parents. I am even calling my Dad old man. Kenzo, I cannot bring back the old Kylie that everybody used to love. She's gone, long gone." "Baby, I am not asking

