Surely , I must have heard him incorrectly but I knew that I did not but this all made zero sense . Was he listening to himself ? Did he actually think before he said this ? Was he thinking at all ? Surely , such a suggestion would have not left him if were thinking at all .
It took me several moments to for a coherent thought let alone convey it but I was flabbergasted at such a turn of events . This was not the plan I had in mind . The plan I had was to saperate for good and end even the rumours indicating such a thing not further trying myself to him .
My withdrawn gaze had refocused on Ryder hoping to find some hint of a humour or a smirk . . any thing that would let me know he was playing a number on me here . You know like how some high school kids would ask you out first then la
