when I manage to get out of the elevator after rider had begrudgingly removed the lock that he had placed on the elevator preventing it from moving I was relieved to see that he had gone in the opposite direction from me . what I had headed in the direction of the cafeteria he had moved along to one of the lower management departments of the building . if only he had followed me then I would have surely broken down seniors all emotions felt trapped in the confines of my chest and the only way to bring them out would be in the form of tears escaping my eyes . it was not the time not the place for all of that right now and had to remind myself several times that I was at work and regardless of what is going on in my private life my aim is to to remain as professional and composed as possibl

