I really did not get enough sleep last night to be dealing with Ryder at this given moment . He was clearly in a very good mood and I simply could not understand why that is . What made matters even worse is that even he was not aware of the reasona for his own ill temper at the moment and he was going to prove difficult regardless . His eyes were dark as he leaned over my desk looking down at me like I was the bane of his very being . I simply could not understand what his issue with me was . . After last night I really did not think he would have anything to he mad at me for . Not to say that it had solved any thing but he was not in a bad mood about any thing that has happened . Was a part of em expecting a more gentler , romantic side of him ? Yes . As pathetic as that had been t

