after Gabby had left , I had decided on taking a hot shower before I could prepare myself for bed . I was fairly tired from the day that I had and wanted nothing more than to just sleep it all away and hopefully wake up with a more clear head and lighter feeling shoulders .
I tried my best to ignore the fact that tonight was the night that Ryder would be having very important guests over , but regardless of how hard I tried to swallow the fact that he had requested me to be by his side during this weekend , the guilt had still found Its way to lodge itself in the base of my throat .
nevertheless , I persistently tried to ignore the niggling thought as I stripped off from my clothes and got under the steamer shower . I loaded up my favourite body wash into my skin until the hot water pe
