the drive back to my place had been I'm easily uncomfortable and quiet . neither rider nor I even said a word . I was too consumed trying to figure out what I was going to do as well as come to terms with the major news that I have received not even 7 minutes ago . I had leaned my head against the window almost as if I was trying to maintain as much distance from ryder in the driver 's seat but more so because I was unexplainably overwhelmed at the moment . this was not what I had signed up for and it had turned out to be more than what I had bargained for . I didn 't expect for all of this to get so complicated . never had I anticipated for even a split second that ryder and I would turn out to become civil with each other , let alone to the point that it would get me knocked up . and , t
