Vaughn I know I’m a monster. There is no point in denying it anymore. I know exactly what I am, because I had tried. God knows I had tried to hold myself back. I had told myself to stop, to keep my distance, to leave her innocence untouched. I had given myself every reason to walk away. Pero sa huli ay nawala pa rin ako sa sarili. I still couldn’t stop myself from touching her. My innocent princess. Sinamantala ko na ang kaniyang pagkainosente at kahinaan, and I knew there was no excuse for it. I knew I had crossed a line that should have remained untouched. But instead of feeling the regret I should have felt, all I could think about was how impossible it had become to imagine my life without her in it. But never mind, hindi ko naman siya hahayaan na makawala pa. Wala na akong balak na

