~~PEYTON~~
I never realize my life is boring until two days ago. Like, who do I have? Odin? Hospital. Dad? Hospital. Stepmom and sister? Come on, I'm better off without those bloodsuckers. Axel? I'm not a mess without him; I'm better off learning to live with my own company. I don't need a man after all.
But each time I scroll through my contacts, his name is at the top of the list. It makes it really hard 'not to be a mess.' When I mean mess, I'm clumsy. Can you believe I almost slip on the bathroom floor this morning, lost in thought, thinking how my life would have been if I hadn't wanted to 'sin' that night? Stayed home and took Kira and Odin's bullshit, waking up the next day like nothing happens. I'll probably need a bandage after pulmetting my head on the wall with zero tolerance,
