[Ambriose]
I had promised my mother to love her unconditionally unless she forced me to do something I did not wish to . But then she did . She reminded me of how cruel your parents can be for money . I traced the letters of the pages on the book . The offwhite colour reminded me of my grandmother . I was close to her . Very close . Mother didn't like it . My mother hated her . She never understood my grandma better than me . She never figured my grandma was lonely .
I had my headphones on while I.sat on the stairs of the ground . My eyes roaming over the letters . I wasn't reading . I was only observing . Because that's what I did went I missed someone . Today I missed my mother . I hate myself for my own emotions towards her . I missed her when she was away . But hated her when I was a
