Hope
After the Book of Shadows was destroyed I felt like a ton of weight had been lifted off Zayn’s shoulders. He was smiling a lot more and just relieved that he didn’t have to deal with keeping such a dark and evil book in our house let alone in our bedroom.
Zayn and I had decided that two babies and an angel was enough for us. So, four days ago I went down to the hospital and asked my doctor for birth control options. Zayn didn’t want to use condoms anymore, we both wanted the skin on skin feeling and we were both ready to have s*x again since It had been almost a month since I gave birth. Well Zayn's always ready but he patiently waited for my body to recover. The doctor gave me two options of either taking a pill every day or a shot that would last thirteen weeks. I didn’t want
