Zayn Hope was still unconscious or asleep f**k I don’t know first she was crying in her sleep and now it’s as if she’s completely lifeless. The thought of losing her and the life we have together, a life that we fought so hard for, had me blacking out. I was sucked into my own dark thoughts as despair took over me. My eyes were open and my heart was pounding but my soul was dying. What in the f**k had I done to deserve this kind of pain. What had she done to deserve this? As soon Kyle stopped the car I got out carrying her up against my chest. Doctors and Nurses were outside already waiting with a stretcher. One of the doctors tried to take Hope away from me, his lips were moving like he was saying something but I couldn’t hear him. I couldn’t stop crying either. He wants to take her

