***Ivy***
I rubbed my thumb into the palm of my hand. Feeling the relief from the cramping, I don't think I have ever written this much in a while, but I wanted to get it all out there so he knew where I stood with this whole situation, I wasnt going to tell him I was completely against it, but would need time and I wasn't sure how long I needed right now i was in no way ready for another bond,
I will say he was easy to talk to. He didnt add pressure to it, he waited and took his time reading what I wrote down, he would ask a question here and there, but other than that, he never overstepped.
That alone was a big help. I didnt know how he would take what I was saying, different thoughts ran through my head on my way to his office. Would he get mad? Would he want to reject me? Even tho
