Venus Marshall.
After we failed our first try, I immediately demand to do the second trial because the disappointment and hurt I saw in my wife's eyes is enough for me to be more determined to fulfill this dream. So, here I am again, in the hospital where Carina's team is ready to do the same procedure to me. It's like deja vu, except Halil doesn't hold my hand anymore.
Nakaupo na lang s'ya sa tabi ko at focus na focus sa ginagawa nito sa kanyang laptop. Nakakunot pa ang noo.
I understand naman dahil busy nga talaga itong tao kaya hindi na ako nasasaktan kapag ganito s'ya kabusy kapag kasama n'ya ako. I also refuse myself to think what's she's doing kapag nasa piling s'ya ng kanyang Submissive s***h Masochist. Focus lang kasi ang mindset ko sa pangarap ko, naming dalawa. Saka naiinti
