Venus Marshall. Hindi ako mapakali. Hindi ko rin alam kung anong mararamdaman ko ngayong nasa likuran n'ya ako't buhat-buhat n'ya. Basta ang alam ko lang, it feels so weird, and yet I also feel secure. Siguro dahil asawa ko 'to but not totally. I bit my lower lip and lessen the way I breathe. Nahihiya akong marinig n'ya ang paghinga ko. My gosh. Gustong-gusto ko nang makarating kami sa silid namin. Thinking about it makes my face turns flush red. Sh*t... oo nga pala at magka-share pa kami ng room. Oh, f*ck me! Nang sa wakas makarating kami sa private suite namin, ibinaba n'ya ako sa may single couch chair then before she stood up, she intently look at me in the eyes like she's giving me a warning. And my guess is right when she said, "stay," like I'm somewhat a dog that she can pet