Both from excitement and from nervousness, Qing Xue felt like his heart was about to burst. After learning that he and Bai Ruyi were as good as married now, he felt so insanely happy that he knew he could no longer allow his fears to control him.
And he would give in to what Bai Ruyi wanted, which was also what he himself deeply desired, but… perhaps right now was not the best time to…
As he kissed him with rising ardor, Bai Ruyi managed to feel Qing Xue getting bogged down with hesitation again.
He pulled away from their kiss and said past his ragged breathing, “You don’t have to worry about anything.” He reached for Qing Xue’s hand and guided it to his back. “Here,” he went on, pressing the other man’s fingers in a particular spot. “See how ready I am for you.”
Qing Xue’s mouth had g
