I've never been in the room the guys hold Church in until now.
Voltz grabbed me around 9:30 and brought me in here without anyone seeing. I'm glad Eoin made love to me before dinner because his promise to do so after the meeting tonight is probably going to be null and void. Voltz and I are about to dump a s**t ton of truth on the guys, and I'm completely expecting to lose not only Eoin's love but my place to live, too. Voltz assured me that won't be the case because the agreement between Shamrock and my papa still stands, but I don't believe that.
Five years, I've lied to these men, lied to Eoin. I deserve a lot worse than just being cast out of the club's good graces.
The doors open with a loud groan, and I can't look up. My eyes are glued to my lap, my fingers twisted togethe
