Cami and I are closer than I thought we'd be, especially given our age difference. She's like the kid sister I never had. The past three weeks have gone better than I imagined, and getting through Finn being officially gone for a month would've killed me if it wasn't for her, Ironhide, and the club. I've thrown myself into everything possible for the last few weeks. When I'm at work, I keep my mind there a hundred percent. If I'm helping the club with something, I don't do small, personal talks or let myself get distracted. I laser-focus on whatever we're doing and just go. This past week Dire asked for the clubhouse to be deep cleaned, but it wasn't a job just the clubwhores could accomplish alone. So, Carrigan, Caelan, Willow, Cami, and I helped. Clara is still at the cabin to work

