Sitting in Shamrock's office with the brothers, I groan and let my head fall back. This week was a shitshow. Caelan has been snappy and distant since she spoke to Shamrock on Monday, but she won't tell me what the f**k is wrong. Despite my trying to talk her into going back to her old job and letting Willow help her, she insists she doesn't want to yet, and that Shamrock should hire someone else, which he's going to do. Thursday was Thanksgiving, and Caelan refused to spend it with the club. Instead, she wanted to be alone with her mother, which hasn't f*****g happened since she was in her twenties. I shouldn't complain because she needs time with Siobhan, but I haven't had a holiday without Caelan next to me in years, and it just didn't feel right. "Dermot, focus, brother," Grey s

