I'd hoped to be back at the clubhouse by New Year's Eve, but that didn't happen. Instead, it's another holiday here at the cabin, and Caelan hasn't spent much time with anyone in the last week. I don't know if she's struggling with life in general, if being here for this long is finally getting to her, or if it's something else. So, since she's hardly come out of the bedroom in the last week, Willow, the guys, and I decided to try and make tonight special. Willow spent the day in the kitchen making lots of little finger foods and stuff. Ironhide and Grim moved the furniture in the living room to make an open space and hung lots of silver and white lights throughout the room. I ventured into town today and got something special for my woman and stuff for everyone else to be in proper a

