Ruiz Giovanni
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I was developing a soft spot for Ava and I hated myself for getting there. I saw the signs initially but I gaslighted myself into believing it was nothing.
I was meant to be Ruiz Giovanni. The ruthless Ruiz Giovanni who didn’t have any emotions or human sympathy.
But somehow, I became weak in the knees when it came to Ava Martinez. What was so special about her? No! There was nothing special about her. I only felt a certain type of way because I saw her every day.
At least, that was what I told myself.
I should’ve listened to Lorenzo when he said keeping Ava in my house wasn’t a good idea. But it didn’t, I felt I knew what I was doing.
No matter how hard I tried to block my thoughts away, I couldn’t stop feeling guilty about everything I had put Ava Martinez
