NICO'S POV
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It's been two weeks, and she hasn't called. She hasn't contacted me, and she blocked me out of her mind. It's like she isn't there, but she is. She's like a ghost, and I've been living in this house, alone, sleeping in her bed, hoping that when I woke up, she'd be standing there, pissed or happy, I didn't even care, I just wish she'd come home. I miss her, deeply. So deep that I could feel it in my bones, as if every part of my body was aching, my eyes itching to just look at her. She's so close, yet so far and I hate it.
It feels like she's across the world, like I couldn't just drive over and take an hour out of my day to see her. I want to see her, but I don't. I want to angrily stare at her while I admire her and it's a weird f*****g feeling because I love her, and I h
