Amihan
It all happened so quickly, the panic and the familiarity of it all just threw everything out of proportion. Almost everything was lost to me. I am losing myself, and I don’t know how to get myself back.
When I came to, I’m in the comforts of the bed that I’ve been sleeping with Filtiarn. His scent calms a little bit in me, but the panic is still there. It’s been so long since I had a panic attack, I thought it was gone. I thought I was safe. I wince when I feel the swelling as it stretches the skin of my face. Everything is throbbing now; I could feel my again and all that hurts.
“You’re finally awake” His voice and the fact that he’s in the room with me calms me further, but it’s still there and I’m frustrated that it’s still there. He’s mad, filled with measured rage as he si
