Kyle’s POV
After the meeting with Alpha Jeff, I went back to the gym with Hunter and Aaron, but this time Scott and Connor joined us. I need to be ready for tomorrow. I am scared out of my mind about what is going to happen. I don’t know if I am going to be able to take someone’s life.
Hunter is holding the punching bag that I am punching. I bring my arm back ready to throw another punch but drop it to my side before I collapse to the ground, bring my knees to my chest and press my forehead into my knees.
The guys come and sit on the mats next to me. Hunter places a hand on my shoulder and asks, “What’s wrong?”
I shake my head without picking it off my knees as I reply in a shaky voice, “What if I have to take someone else’s life tomorrow, how am I supposed to do that?”
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