“I know… your fast.” She smiles, but it’s a mocking smile. Not jealousy but resignation. I would hug her really tight but Anna is in my hand. “I will miss you,” she says. I want to say it too, but that would make me really vulnerable so I say something else instead. “Bálint will help with everything. And you have money to spend, so spend it. You can buy anything. Really, anything. Don’t forget.” “Come on, Jamal! You’re talking about money again.” I stare at her gorgeous legs and the scruffy boots she is wearing. The sight annoys me. Why the f**k would she wear such scruffy s**t? She can sense what I’m thinking because she glances at her boots and fidgets anxiously. “There is something I need to tell you,” I interrupt this embarrassing moment. “What?” I clear my throat because I